guys guys guys

history repeat itself.. since i was in highschool, marami akong guy friends.. and we bonded a lot. nang nag college ako.. i met so many guys pero medyo aloof ako dahil hindi sila komportable kasama.. but now most of my friends ngayong 2nd yr 1st sem lahat lalake.. many people think na im flirting pero im just being myself.. some said na wag daw ako masyadong sweet especially sa guy friends ko..ang hirap pag kaibigan mo, nagkagusto sayo..tapos hanggang friends lang ang gusto mo sa kanila.. pag sinabi mo na "lets be friends" feeling nila basted na sila..tapos lalayuan ka na nila..iiwanan.. pero i dont wanna lose them..pero hindi nila naiintindihan yun.. aminin ko na they fill the shortcomings of my bf..they were there pag kelangan ko sila..mas naiintindihan nila ko..mas napapakita ko kung sino talaga ako..kaso hanggang friends lang.. i had several special treatments from them.. kaso pag dating sa huli, nasasaktan ko sila.. palaging ganon..