Lisensyadong Pakielamera

Around 4:30 am, bigla akong nagising, naalala ko, lalabas ang resulta ng board exam. Tinignan ko CP ko, nagtext si Aleng, sabi niya " Nakapasa daw tayo sabi" Ayokong umasa. Ayokong maniwala sa sabi-sabi. Nagreply ako, sabi ko, "weh? di nga? sino nagsabi?". Hindi na siya nagreply ulet. Kinakabahan na ko. Nagtext si Karl, "Meron na bang result?" sabi ko, "meron na daw sabi". Reply siya, "text mo ko pag alam mo ha. God Bless."

Around 7 am na, wala pa ding nagtetext sa'kin. Naalala ko, sinabi ko sa mga classmates ko, tetext lang nila ko pag pasado ako. Kung hindi, wag na lang mag text.

Di ako nakatiis, nagtext ako kay Karl. "Alam mo na ba resulta?"

Sabi niya..

"Diaz Jhoana Marie Cortez ba pangalan mo? kung ikaw yun, nakapasa ka!"

Heaven ang feeling. Taena, tao na ko! nyahahaha :D


Registered Social Worker na ko. Thanks kay Lord :)

ganito kami oh.

Senti mode. La lang. Miss ko na siya eh. Miss ko na yung dating kami. Pero di na siguro mangyayari ulit yun. Di na pwede. Bahala na si batman. Come what may.


Wala lang. Ok lang, di naman niya maiintidihan to eh. Hehe :p

The show is over, say good-bye

The fairytale will starts to end.. so better stop dreaming..

Please don't give me false hopes.. I don't wanna live in fantasy..

two choices

"oist friday na ang deadline mo ah". I was a lil pressured by Tatang Ace. I really have to move now. He's referring to the Hifi's gift giving cheverloo this December (TTNL). And I was appointed to find agency or institution that can be the beneficiary. So tomorrow, I will go to RAC, the agency where I came from. I mean, not as a former client but, I worked there for my practicum 1.

I will give a lil background about RAC:
* it is a temporary shelter for children (abandoned, neglected, substance user, special), homeless families, and psychotics.
* has poor facilities.
* few social workers.

Actually I have two choices, RAC and Hospicio de San Jose (both in manila area) The latter also caters abandoned, and neglected children. Children from these institutions are lacking of parental care, attention, and love. With our good hearts, we can help them by means of our little good deeds.

lito..

Gawd. Napaka-makalimutin ko nitong nakaraang weeks. I misplaced (lost) my client's brief case summary, my Registration form and 3 classcards, I forgot my friend's birthday.. Ilan lang to sa mga bagay na nakalimutan ko. Ewan ko ba naman, may mga bagay na dapat ng kalimutan, yun pa ang di mawala sa isip mo.

hanging by a moment

inaatake na naman ako kagabi. Hindi heart attack ah. Yung feeling na sobrang sad. Tapos maiiyak. Do we feel the same way? O ako lang nahihirapan hanggang ngayon? Samantalang siya na nagpapakasaya. Damn, I can't help myself na hintayin siya. Kahit gustong-gusto ko na siyang kalimutan.

*Man, you're so unfair. You left me hanging. You left me without any clear explanation. You left me without closure. What do you what me to do? I still fucking love you.*